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Status quo may not be the best - at least not in the long run.
Things have never improved though there are times when it was good in the past.
But it is better in a way now which you would probably never understand.
Sometimes I think hard about why things are the way it is now.
But many things are not so clear anymore.
I need to change.
Maybe more than you do.

So its 2010 now.
And the sad thing is I’ll be spending almost half of it on examinations.
After exams it’ll be the holidays when I’m gonna get myself a job until sch reopens and a few months later, we’ll be counting down to 2011.
Not to forget the many 21st birthdays throughout the year.

2009 hasn’t had anything much for me to reminisce about.
Nothing too memorable, but not too bad either.
The end was probably the best with gatherings, shopping and my self-declared break from school work.

Somehow 2010 doesn’t feel like a brand new start.
Probably because I’m still in the midst of school term.
I think I need something more exciting in my life.
But I can’t figure out what.

Anyway, cheers to a better year ahead! (:

The fact that I’m lazy really bothers me sometimes.
I hate it this way.
But you know once you let loose for even one or two days, it’s hard to gain back the momentum.
What’s more it’s the holiday period now with Christmas just over and new year coming next week.

So I got hooked to the com and did quite a bit of shopping.
I guess that should settle my outfits for cny (:
Probably a little too early, but no harm yea?

Haha.

So recently I’ve developed a thing for eating tomatoes and dipping my food into tomato sauce.
I never knew tomatoes were so tasty!

Forget about chilli sauce, hahaha.

Last week I was browsing the various poly courses online with my bro.

He's grown so much now.

Very occasionally I do randomly miss the little boy.

I remember there was a period where my mum used to do revision with him and he would cry when my mum flew into a temper.

Then I would go into his room to comfort him whenever I hear his cries.

But then again, its a different experience now that he's a teenager.

We would joke, talk and maybe go shopping with the family once in a while.

On monday the family went on a shopping trip to bugis.

Even though I didn't join them, just imagining them together makes me feel very much blessed because this shows we still spend time together and do things as a family.

I know I'm lucky because of that.

I love them very much though there are times when I get irritated to the core by certain things, haha.

Its christmas eve today and somehow I'm still unable to get into the christmas mood.

I can't wait for cny next year!

I hope I get more angbao $$$ to replenish my depleting bank account!