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Saturday, July 29, 2006, 9:34 PM
a part of childhood memory
HAHAHA.i had a super great time at cathleen's house today :D i'm so so so glad that we've started to communicate more! its only 2 weeks since i last went and i forgot her block no. and what bus to take. but i still recognise the way to her house. as usual i played with her after an hour of teaching and reading. her sis joined in the fun too :) i tried to teach them five stones. but apparently they had difficulty learning and wasn't very serious. so we ended up throwing the stones at each other. it sounds stupid to say it was fun, but it really was. i'm happy to see them happy :) then we took pictures, looked at the fishes in the tank and played with this super huge ball they have. they showed me their pictures and stuffs around the house and talked about them. seriously i didn't feel like leaving at all. they said they wanted to do origami (i did origami with them e last week i went) and play five stones when i was abt to leave. so touched, hah. joveen looked like she was abt to cry. damn scared. so i said i'll bring stickers the next saturday and she smiled. i wonder if stickers were more impt than me leaving, haha. but i forgot who wanted what sticker =x anyway, saturdays are now my happiest days of the week :) maybe it's the only thing that can make me happy for now other than outings with good old pals. they asked for my phone no. too. lol. i wonder how and what they're gonna sms me. but i didn't give them anyway since the lift was here and i entered. love the way kids are frank about how they feel. being with them makes me feel sane and i'll just forget about the worries and stress i have. thanks to them for making my day. i'm proud to be a part of their childhood memory. like they'll think back when they grow up and remember this big sis who played with them and taught them games and craft. but still, i hope cathleen do rmb what i teach her for English too. and i saw my ex tuition teacher when i took the bus to cathleen's house and back. such a coincidence. and my sis told me she published a book of her own! i was amazed and shock. she wanted to earn $$$, haha. it's this o level chem assessment thats gonna be out next yr. wow. and ms leow scolded me for not doing her tutorial. but i swear i really forgot about it. i'm now working to keep up with studies and preparing for promos :) i hope the 2 years will be over real soon. jc is too hectic. but i dread going to uni too. i don't like orientations. making new friends is really tiring. sometimes being quiet really seems like a crime. but not like i can help it. i already tried my best. i need someone whom i can feel at ease with and just be myself. and yea, i feel uncomfortable being in school. i feel so fake. DAMN. and mabbo. i guess we'll meet up some time later. very sorry abt it. i'm taking forever to catch up with hw. when is my fever gonna come? |