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Wednesday, April 16, 2008, 5:34 PM
Of balconies, dreams & being ordinary
How I wished my house has a balcony.Then I could spend sunny afternoons reading a book, surfing the net or simply sitting on the chair and looking out of the window at the pretty blue sky.
Then there'll be pots of flowers here and there and pictures hanging on the wall.
How nice that'll be.
It'll be even nicer with a swing!
But it's an impossible dream since my dad turned the balcony into part of the living room =/
Juat a random thought that came when I was watching tv during lunch.
Today and tomorrow's my off day :D
And it's been weeks since I could sleep until my eyes open naturally and not to the sound of the alarm.
It's been a lazy & quiet day for me.
I woke up late in the morning, had breakfast, watched tv, surf the net, had lunch while watching tv and then I surfed the net again.
I tried taking a nap, but I couldn't fall asleep with so many thoughts running through my head.
I know I've been thinking & worrying too much lately, but I can't help it.
Sometimes I'll think, that I'm already nineteen and nothing great's been done with my life.
And it worries me because I think it'll not be long before age creeps up on me.
Like what my dad wished, I'm an ordinary girl leading the typical life most people do.
And I don't know what university might bring for me & whether I'll even get a place.
How I wished I had some talent & is studying in some arts institution.
Hmm.
If I have kids of my own, I'll definitely let them take up some form of art, be it music, dance, speech & drama or drawing (:
Anyway, tomorrow's my interview at NTU.
I wonder if I'll get lost finding my way around those buildings, haha.
Wish me luck! :D
To best friend: Hope you're ok in school. Shall see & hear you on Sat! (: